Conflicted

For marriage to be the joyous relationship that God intended, the husband and wife must never take one another for granted. We must allow the light of love to endure within hearts that are open to a loving Father and His Son. Thoughtfulness, gratitude, and concern for one another must be ever present in a marriage. Perhaps the following practical rules for a happy married life will make marriage the life long union that God intended it to be (Eph. 5:22-33; 1 Peter 3:1-7).~ Never both be angry at once.~ Never talk at one another.~ Never yell at one another, unless the house is on fire.~ Let each one strive to yield more often to do the wishes of the other.~ Let self-denial be the daily aim and practice of each.~ Never taunt with a past mistake.~ Neglect the whole world rather than one another.~ Never make a remark at the expense of one another.~ Never part for a day without kind words to think of during absence.~ Never meet without a loving welcome.~ Never let the sun go down on your wrath.~ Never forget that marriage is ordained of God, and that His blessings alone can make it what it ought to be.

I begun with the first part, which is not my own words but from a site in which I came across. Currently, I have been conflicted in my decision making regarding relationships. And in the coming days as to what I am to do regarding a past relationship. The relationship had its ups and downs. Some regrets, and some beautiful experiences. But now, I am forced with the decision on whether to embark on the journey again or give something else a try.

I truly do not know...
I will have to pray about it. Because either I enter into a relationship head on knowing that the expectation is to be married within a year or start a new in which marriage would be years down the line. I do not know. I'll have to pray about it.